Fair Deal

So i’m here at this ultra important point of my life when i’m about to shift into a new phase. Up until this point i was a student but now within months i’d be a working man with his share of responsibilities. A lot of people have said a lot of things to me. My family expects me to excel for my own good, nemo says my life will change so nemo wants me to excel and be able to adapt to the changes. Some just give me wishes and some with their sick heads make nagging statements about my attitude and way of living.

So with all the thoughts coming in, my heart says its time i do my share of thinking and chalk a plan to fill up the small blanks in th big picture that i drew for my life. When i started living a better part of my life on my own i made a deal with my heart. I’d allow my heart complete freedom and control over my life and in return i’d block a few sections. I laid down a few rules–my rules, that were not to be broken and everything else was just unbounded. That deal worked for me perfectly, although to some it might not seem that way but it was made to work for me not them. So i think its gonna be the same way we make a few new rules and a few changes here n there and we are good to go. I’d still be living in all or nothing mode.

At the end of this phase i don’t have any regrets and i carry a very small packet of gems into the workworld. People say its not easy there, there are temptations, betrayals and all kinds of people to live with. Well life is always that way more or less so i guess i’d live the way i live and as for people around me i’d judge them with my mind and my heart. I’ve always had good instincts about this and i’m gonna trust them. So i guess i’m gonna live in the workworld my way, doing my work and going around other things based on my rules.

But i guess i still need a mentor to watch my initial steps if in case i falter and to my luck i’ve nemo on my side, someone more than capable of understanding me and the workworld and smart enough to keep me in check. I think i’m pretty much prepared now with a plan and all i need to do is exercise this plan. There are some preparatory steps that i’ve to take and the biggest one is to bring an order to my sleeping hours*grin*.

And now the final word, i don’t intend to change in my life but yes i’ll definitely evolve. I’m giving all that i need to, to the gems in my small packet and its not my problem to worry about the rest. My heart is happy in communion with my mind and keeps me smiling. Everybody around me seems perfectly allright and as a whole package i think its a fair deal.

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